Yesterday was eye surgery (have you ever thought way did it happen to me?_

I CAN JUST ABOUT SEE WITH MY SUNGLASSES ON IN THE HOUSE. THEY GOT RID OF THE VIENS THAT WERE SHOWING UP AND READY TO BURST BLOOD IN THE WHITES OF MY EYES. THANK GOD.

NOW I HAVE THE NEW STOMACH PUMP TO GO THRU FOR THE SECOND TIME. BUT THIS TIME IF THE BLOOD PRESSURE IS HIGH I WANT TO JUST LET THEM HAVE ME DIE.

LET ME GO HOME!!!!!!!THAT IS CORRECT HOME WITH MY HEAVENLY FATHER.

AFTER THE HOLIDAYS I AM HAVING THE SECOND APPROACH TO THE PAIN PUMP AND THE LINE THAT GOES THRU MY VERTABRA WEAVED THRU THE BONES.

I JUST WANT IT ALL TO GO AWAY BUT I HAVE TO HAVE THIS EXPERIENCE FOR SOME REASON. ONLY GOD HAS A REASON WHY?????

BELIEVE ME I AM SIGNING A ADVANCE DIRECTIVE. NO HERO ATTEMPTS TO SAVE ME LET ME GO. I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF PROBLEMS. I CAN REMEMBER WHEN FIRST DX WITH LUPUS. IT RUINED MY MARRIAGE AND MY LIFE.

LIFE HAS NO MEANING FOR ME. I COME HERE FOR SUPPORT AND WHAT SOME PEOPLE CALL REFUGE. I NEED MENTAL AND PHYSICAL PRAYERS. SO, WHOEVER YOU ARE IN THE SUPPORT AREA. PLEASE KEEP ME IN PRAYERS.

TODAY I RECEIVED A PHONE CALL FROM MY MOTHER'S NURSING HOME DEMANDING I PAY $25,000 BECAUSE SHE WAS DENIED, MEDICAL. THEY ARE COMING AFTER ME NOW.

I HAVE SOCIAL SECURITY AS INCOME BUT THEY DO NOT CARE. THEY HAVE THEY SHARK AS ATTORNEYS READY TO SERVE ME TO GO TO COURT. OH WELL, THEY CAN HAVE A 2 YEAR OLD CAR BUT BY LAW IN THE STATE OF CA. THEY ALLOW PEOPLE TO HAVE UP TO $50,000 IN PERSONAL PROPERTY. I ALSO WILL TELL THEM I WILL GO BK CHAPTER 7 BELLY UP AND THEY WILL NOT GET THE CAR EITHER.

I AM IN A MESS. I HAVE PRESSURE ALL OVER ME. I JUST HOPE I KEEP CLOSE TO RUSH DOING THIS TIME OF STORMS. I CUDDLE AND CRY. THAT IS ALL I CAN DO AND CRYING HURTS FROM THE EYE SURGERY. SO, THAT OPTION IS NOT WORKING WELL.

PLEASE ALL OF YOU PRAY FOR ME.

I NEED IT.

HAVE A BLESSED HOLIDAY.

ALWAYS LOVE MICKEY AND RUSH

You will definitely be in my prayers.

How can they come to you for payment of your mother's bills?? Legally you are not responsible altho any personal property in her name would be subject. Might want to contact legal aid on that one Hopefully with some of your surgeries you will begin to feel a little better- may the new year be kinder to you

I will pray for u

Things sound so tough for you at the moment- I really feel for you. But hang in there! I have a little dog called lily that gives me a lot of joy. An animal’s trust in us is such a gift - we need to be here to take care of them. Hoping things get better for you soon! I will pray for you.

Hi Mickey

Youare definetly in my prayers and thought. I wish you peace.I don't think they can come to you for your Moms bill unless you signed as the responsible party.

Hugs

Cindy

I’m so sorry Mickey, I totally understand where you’re coming from. The nursing home can’t come after you for payment unless you said you would be responsible. She should be able to get medi-cal benefits. The paperwork probably got messed up. My grandmother had this happen and it was because she had too much in the bank still. My mom and uncle had to gift it to themselves and put it in an account under their names before she could qualify. I don’t know where in CA you live but I’m in NoCA about an hour from Sacramento so the laws can’t have changed that much. I will definitely pray that God hears you and helps you with your life. Make sure that you have a signed DNR order at the hospital and a copy in your purse and that your next of kin know your wishes so you won’t be brought back against your will. I have one and I am a donor too. My kidneys are useless but maybe some other part can save someone’s life. Keeping you in my thoughts, Annemarie

Hi

My Mom had a DNR but my sister( a nurse) said if you are taken to an emergency room they HAVE to bring you back to life by law. When my Mom had very little time left we kept her at the nursing nursing home. Please check into that in case the law has not changed.That was 10 years ago.

Have a peaceful day.

Cindy

Nursing homes can find the money You can't just put it in someone elses name. to avoid nursing home charges

I believe there has to be a certain amount of time ( a couple of years) between the "gift" and the time of entrance of the nursing home.

You may want to check int that.

Cindy

Pls check into the laws where you live. When I worked in the hospital a DNR means what it says.if you call 911 they have to put a tube in to breath. If you get to ER WITHOUT TUBE they can pull up DNR order and respect it. If you have surgery it is on hold until you wake up from anesthesia and after you are breathing on your own. It is tricky the best thing is to carry the order with you or wear a bracelet. I hope things get better for you. I will pray for you. Hugs

You are definitely in my prayers. My heart breaks for you, Michelle. This is the season for miracles according to some beliefs and I am one that believes in miracles at any time of year but especially this season. May a miracle be bestowed on you. Gentle hugs, Reet

Mickey

I am praying for Peace for you.

Love to you and Rush

I NEED ALL THE HUGS AND HELP I CAN GET. I AM SO OUT OF IT I AM HURTING TODAY *SUNDAY) ALL MORNING.

THIS IS GETTING ME SICKER.

LOVE MICKEY AND RUSH

reet said:

You are definitely in my prayers. My heart breaks for you, Michelle. This is the season for miracles according to some beliefs and I am one that believes in miracles at any time of year but especially this season. May a miracle be bestowed on you. Gentle hugs, Reet