I CAN JUST ABOUT SEE WITH MY SUNGLASSES ON IN THE HOUSE. THEY GOT RID OF THE VIENS THAT WERE SHOWING UP AND READY TO BURST BLOOD IN THE WHITES OF MY EYES. THANK GOD.
NOW I HAVE THE NEW STOMACH PUMP TO GO THRU FOR THE SECOND TIME. BUT THIS TIME IF THE BLOOD PRESSURE IS HIGH I WANT TO JUST LET THEM HAVE ME DIE.
LET ME GO HOME!!!!!!!THAT IS CORRECT HOME WITH MY HEAVENLY FATHER.
AFTER THE HOLIDAYS I AM HAVING THE SECOND APPROACH TO THE PAIN PUMP AND THE LINE THAT GOES THRU MY VERTABRA WEAVED THRU THE BONES.
I JUST WANT IT ALL TO GO AWAY BUT I HAVE TO HAVE THIS EXPERIENCE FOR SOME REASON. ONLY GOD HAS A REASON WHY?????
BELIEVE ME I AM SIGNING A ADVANCE DIRECTIVE. NO HERO ATTEMPTS TO SAVE ME LET ME GO. I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF PROBLEMS. I CAN REMEMBER WHEN FIRST DX WITH LUPUS. IT RUINED MY MARRIAGE AND MY LIFE.
LIFE HAS NO MEANING FOR ME. I COME HERE FOR SUPPORT AND WHAT SOME PEOPLE CALL REFUGE. I NEED MENTAL AND PHYSICAL PRAYERS. SO, WHOEVER YOU ARE IN THE SUPPORT AREA. PLEASE KEEP ME IN PRAYERS.
TODAY I RECEIVED A PHONE CALL FROM MY MOTHER'S NURSING HOME DEMANDING I PAY $25,000 BECAUSE SHE WAS DENIED, MEDICAL. THEY ARE COMING AFTER ME NOW.
I HAVE SOCIAL SECURITY AS INCOME BUT THEY DO NOT CARE. THEY HAVE THEY SHARK AS ATTORNEYS READY TO SERVE ME TO GO TO COURT. OH WELL, THEY CAN HAVE A 2 YEAR OLD CAR BUT BY LAW IN THE STATE OF CA. THEY ALLOW PEOPLE TO HAVE UP TO $50,000 IN PERSONAL PROPERTY. I ALSO WILL TELL THEM I WILL GO BK CHAPTER 7 BELLY UP AND THEY WILL NOT GET THE CAR EITHER.
I AM IN A MESS. I HAVE PRESSURE ALL OVER ME. I JUST HOPE I KEEP CLOSE TO RUSH DOING THIS TIME OF STORMS. I CUDDLE AND CRY. THAT IS ALL I CAN DO AND CRYING HURTS FROM THE EYE SURGERY. SO, THAT OPTION IS NOT WORKING WELL.
PLEASE ALL OF YOU PRAY FOR ME.
I NEED IT.
HAVE A BLESSED HOLIDAY.
ALWAYS LOVE MICKEY AND RUSH