Man. I really missed coming on and reading. What a wicked flare that was! I have just finished my first couple days back to work. HARD! I felt like I wasn't gonna make it to the end of each day- but I did! Yipee. Little celebration. ( happy happy joy joy) Today I came home and I haven't even had a nap yet!
Its is crazy- even when I know how bad I feel- as it is happeneing- I can never really see just how bad i was until I start to come out of it . Then it is like- holly crap! I was sooooo sick! My body is still sooo weak. But I can stand and move- for that I will always be thankful. Slow and steady.
I am gonna hurry up and try to catch up on how everyone is doing. You all were in my prayers. This stupid summer heat. Killer!
Let me just say that I have done alot of thinking outside the box while I was down. I have made a couple appointments with some different doctors and I have even started meditating. And I love it- MEDITATION is great. I found a great app for my iphone. I never really considered it before- but I am opening my mind to any possibility. I have given my medicine a chance and I feel like incorporating some others things may help manage this! I am taking more vitamins again. Eating better again. I love my life...my friends, my family, everything. I am going to invest myself more in keeping me healthy. I know drugs alone can not do it. Maybe even gonna try accupuncture?!?
Ok. gotta go. I am starting dinner.
Lots of LOve to all you LUPIES!
Cassie