Hello LWL family! I have not posted in sometime, but I am still here. Update: I went back to work in August it's November and I am putting in my forms for LTD, I did give it a try. I have had some of the most painful day ever, I couldn't move my shoulder because it hurt so bad. I went to the orthepedic doctor and found out I have Bursitis, He gave me a shot and it felt awesome until now. Maybe the meds will fully kick in in a few days. I have had hip pain in both hips for about a year now, so getting worse so made an appt. inflamation in wrist, bruising on my legs for no reason, had biopsy and they said it was bleeding at the fatty level and nothing else has been done or recommended, I guess I am stuck without knowing what's really going on. I have pain in my fingers and toes that feel like someone is sticking me with pens, but I know what that is. I feel, due to me being off balance and fractured my great toe. I am still having the lupus fog issues and I hate when people say it's normal I forget things all the time. I never reply back. I cut my hair into a short Hollie Berry style Hair was falling out, so I made it more stylish. My Principal sent me how today and told me to take the next day off. Please pray that I will have my LTD, Retirement Disability, and SSD approved. I will be without income for 3 months before LTD kicks in, I am praying God will provide all that I need. I pray for all of you are going through, we really are troopers. God said He would not put more me/us than we could bare. Happy Holidays!! :)