I’m having a rough two weeks. And for the first time I’m actually upset. I’m moving like a turtle. Although things are in order in my home. Why me God?? I’m tired. I hurt. Prayer is all I know. I was brought up not to vent but too bad im. Losing it today. My brain not thinking right. I’m down to only a few foods my body can tolerate and I’m so sick of water. And I cannot add lemon to it. I went to. Store to get vitamin b12 just double dosed on that. I have a lot planned in next 2 months but my body is not coooperating. This is history sorry everyone a vent from Rachel…I’m starting to feel like a nobody.
FEEL UR PAIN SWEEITE! UGGGGH! THE STATE ISSUE W/ HELPING UR SON, FRUTRATES ME BEYOND BELIEF!!! 
LISTEN, WHEN IT RAINS, IT POURS…THAT IS HOW LIFE SEEMS TO GO…SORRY, I TRULY AM, BUT KNOW THAT WE ALL LUV YA HERE!! AND IT WILL WORK OUT IN TE END, IT ALL HAPPENS 4 A REASON, SOMETHING GOOD WILL COME ABOUT, JUST WAIT SEE… {{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}} FROM ME TO U! SUZIE :0) XO
Rachel rachel rachel you ARE. You are loved and you are here for a reason. All you know is prayer? Prayer is a powerful thing. And you know how to reach out to others---you reach and touch the hearts of real people. you are one very real and very precious person reaching out to other real, and precious people...and between you and them...between you and I, there is Christ. The bridge over troubled water. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H_a46WJ1viA
none of this makes sense---all this suffering. I am so sorry to hear about your son. I don't know what to say to offer consolation. All I know to do is pray.
love,
janice
how are you today, rachel? any better?
I made some pinapple ginger juice today and it was so soothing...can you tolerate those two things? I over hreard someone at the docs saying it was good to briing inflammation down so I tried it.
thinking of you and praying too
I know—it is tough. It is so hard to keep going sometimes. Thank God we have him—can you imagine trying to cope without him?