~*READ THE FOLLOWING ONLY IF YOU ARE IN A GOOD MOOD. YOU MAY NOT BE RECEPTIVE TO THE MESSAGE IF YOU ARE NOT IN A RELAXED STATE OF MIND. IT WILL MAKE MORE SENSE TO YOU! TRUST ME!*~
Uh... Yeah! I have this... and uh, well not one doc, or nurse, or therapist, or cat, cow, or bird could help me either.! I live in a medical Marijauana state in NM and i had the opportunity to try some. I also have a really good friend of mine, a guy, who has "intractable vomiting and naseau" and he was the guy who told me how it helps him with his health problem. I thought, hey! I vomit TOO! FOR NOOOO REASON!!!!!!!!!
Maybe, If I try some. I might be able to feel better too. I did! And It was BLOODY AMAZING!!!!!
I didn't smoke very much. i had someone who was very calm and easy going to help me get started. In The society that we live in, sometimes I think that we are overwhelmed by campaigns of "Don't-do-drugs", "Don't smoke", "don't drink". But come on, really folks? Lets just boil it down to something that we might be able to handle for today and today only! Is this a medicine that can be of use and benefit to me? UH YYEESS!!!!! It sure can. And, you know what? IT DOES!! IT DOES!!!!! I really reccomend trying to find someone who is a nice easy going person, who might be able to help you feel comfortable trying it? If this person can be relaxed enough to guide you through something new and scary you will probably get a very positive experience out of it, just pick your "guide" well. (It's a plant people... and it helps me!)
You are going through something really scary right now and that is OK. Keep talking to us and someone here should have an answer that might work for your lifestyle and particular situations. Good luck, I really hope you can begin to understand the weird abyss that is... Lupus. It seems like that now in the beginning but it will be easier. Don't give up. Keep asking questions, question your docs, nurses, receptionist, rabbi, priest, budda...: whoever you give your prayers to, moms dads, brothers, sisters, dogs, ice cream, brownies, however you deal with normal things in life now ( or even just today). Someone knows something. There are answers.
~LOTS OF LOVE!!~