Weight Gain

General
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Charmaine,

You are right. I guess I haven't really accepted having Lupus. I keep thinking it will just go away, so I should just wait for that to happen. and on the other hand, I just feel paralyzed with fear. I feel like if I try to do anything I'll break my self even worse than I am now. Plus, I turned 40 this year, I hate my job...etc etc.....I basically want to hide in bed and I don't feel like I can talk to anyone at home about it. If I had cancer ( which I did i my 20's) my family would deal with that better than this.

But enough whining. If you are willing to try, then I don't have any excuses. I guess I better get my shoes on and hit the tread mill!

Thanks for listening

Kira xx


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Hello Charmaine,

Sorry to hear about the cancer but by what your saying i know the weights getting you down but before you can move on to try and help yourself more...you need the exceptance of Lupus and once you've achieved that...then head for your goals more.

Hugs Terri xxx