I’m in the parking lot waiting for my first disability appointment. I have no idea what to expect. It is a “psychodisgnostic” exam with a “PSYD.” Maybe they think it’s all in my head? Who knows!
One thing for sure I will be all sweaty and in moderate pain just from the walk from the parking lot to the office. Wish me luck! I’ll report back later.
This was an interesting experience and I'm still trying to figure it out. It was not a medical exam. It was initially focused on 'depression' and 'anxiety' issues - which I didn't emphasize in my disability application. She spent a lot of time on that. She finally got to memory issues (which I have significant issues with) and she gave me some quick memory challenges that anyone could pass. For example, she said to repeat the numbers after I say them and she would say "5,3,8,1" Well duh - thats not the problem here, m'aam. I can hear you and parrot your words. I did get a chance to explain to her how my loss of memory and brain function affects my ability to do my old job (impossible) and challenges me at my new job. I think she understood, but I have no idea how this will impact my disability application overall. At this point, I'm 59 and 2 month, and I understand I can access my SS at 59 and a half anyway so I just have to hang in there another 4 months I guess.
Hope all went well, and you will hear something back soon. I 'hate' those tests, my memory is so bad, I can't parrot back the numbers. I freak out, and practically have a panic attack. It makes me feel stupid, which I'm not..... I hope I never have to have any of those tests again in my whole life.
I did have trouble with the backwards recall too. I also had trouble with the 4 words that you repeated once, then she asked another few questions, then asked what those 4 words were. I couldn't remember any of them, lol!! That is a perfect example of where my memory has gone! She recognized that I did have a problem with memory so hopefully that will further support my application for disability.I have no idea when I will next hear from them.
Hope it goes well for you! I had to do all this when I was being diagnosed because they thought it was all in my head. They even had a psychological come see me. It’s so hard to to deal with all this. Hope it goes well for you!
I know, Louters! My RHEUMY sometimes acts like she thinks some of my symptoms are not related to Lupus, and I tell her frankly about all the people on this site who report the same thing, especially the sleeping too much. There's a big difference between sleeping too much from depression ("I dont want to get out of bed) vs. a side effect of a med (stop the med and you don't sleep so much) and sleeping too much from Lupus ("I CANT get out of bed and if I try I just end up back here"). Frustrating!