Hi Moondance, sorry to hear that you a personally alone . But we are here for the spiritually comfort. Hope that things get better for you soon , jus hang in there and keep your FAITH up - Jehovah has something for you in store ... Beverly L.
Janice, you are a lovely lady, thankyou... i would love to be friends... xoxo Amy/moondance
janice said:
dear dear friend, your situation is awful and awfully familiar. Is it just me or are we all expressing a similar theme: we finally do the work we love or have the haouse we always wanted or the relationships or whatever...for me it was being a yoga teacher.
I had wanted to teach yoga ever since my first foster mother taught me a few poses when I was 12.
then came love then came marraiage then came the baby with the baby carriage.
then it was 9-11 and i decided I better do what I want with my life is case I don't have it later on. So instead of finishing a degree in English I finished the semester and devoted the rest of my time to yoga...studied the type of yoga i liked and that was required for teacher training and then did it...and loved it...and was fairly good at it. and then along comes Lupui...yeah yeah... Oh .yeah, I was sick as a dog and had to give up everything I'd worked for and then the worst thing happened---every woman with an eating disorder's worst nightmare...I got fatter and fatter. O Prednisone, my prednisone if I could just leave you alone.
you see the theme?
Are we Lupites some kind of flower that requires growing into the beings we thought we were meant to be...then have that layer removed (rather unpleasantly) so that we can become the beings that God wants us to be?
As odd as it is, I like His way better.
hang in their, my sister in this time and space; here they come...just wait....here come better days. till then, i am here and i am so glad to have you for my friend
I like your analogy much better than mine. Mine is I must be being punished for something I did in my past, like that office party...oh, sorry. No, IDK, but I have been looking at this as a punishment and you perceive it as a chosen group by God..I like that.. Thank you.
thank you ann for such a heartfelt and useful post---
and i'm so glad you didnt die
Hey!!! My spiritual butterfly, I am glad to hear you back on line, I heard that you were in the hospital, but I am glad that you are recovering. I hope that the doctors and the Lord fixed everything up for you. God is truly awesome and I hope he truly keeps blessing you. Many blessings and hugs