Another Nice poem! I love the picture of you fighting the fire. That is pretty cool! I am sorry about your dad! I will send prayers up for him and you. The meds, it takes time to get them right. Have you called the doctor yet about the problems you are having? If not, you should. I think you need to fight these matters like you would approach a fire. You will win!
So sorry to hear about your dad but i really do hope your able to get your meds because those are an immportant issue to you and like "Deenie" stated i'd talk with your doctor's about your meds.