Yes I am experiencing it now. I am sorry you are going through this and wish I could make it better. God Bless. Julie
Hi Lone Wolf,
Thank you for being so honest in how you are living each day. Bless your heart, I wish somehow we all lived close enough to be able to do little things for each other. However, trust me I have grown to love our LWL family and the encouragement and support we get from each other. We are truly family! The things that you are going through have been mentioned by others, and we understand and hear your heart.
You have a lifeline here where you can be open, share your feelings, ask for prayer. We care. And many time, before reading through the responses, we are smiling, crying, or laughing.
Those who began this site...I'm sure did not have a total picture of what it would become..today!
There will be a lot of suggestions and you only need to respond to what you can do. Most of my activity is right here in my home. Many times, I do not have the energy to leave home. It is an effort to get in the car, then take out my roller walker, and trek through a store. All those things came easy just a few years back. Adjusting doesn't mean giving up but rather substituting something else in it's place. And it takes creativity on my part.
I taught for years, was very active in my church, and had lots of friends. My life has changed drastically. I've given myself permission to change also. No longer do I have to keep up with what is expected. I sleep in if I've had a bad night. I spend time on my computer for company and enjoy my new friends on LWL.
What does my future look like? I try not to wonder too far ahead. I live each day in appreciation of what I still have and enjoy. Always try to keep your head above depression and try not to give into self pity. I am pointing my finger at myself as well.
You seem like a very sweet and caring person and I pray for you a heart that is made happy by knowing you have a big family here.... that truly cares for you!
Love and hugs you way,
Faye